What should I do? Suffering...

Today, when I was woke up 

I realize she didn't replied me :( 

So, it is gonna to ask you give up? 

Sigh~ I have no answer, 

what should I do now? Give up? 

But I haven't told her something yet...

arh~ suffer....

you actually is love her 

but you always not trying to show 

or pretending its really suffering....

and you will afraid sometimes will been taken from others... Damn it~ I hate it :(

Inside my heart

After a long period ago, 

I has came back here my dusty dayre blog.

I think here is the best way can let me express 

my feelings...recently I'm stressed, 

I'm stressing my study and someone who I liked...

I feel want to confession to her but I'm afraid...

I miss you but I'm trying not to care, 

I love you but I'm trying not to show...

actually I just want to know the answer that how your feeling with me :'(

Hello my dusty blogger~

Recently just finished year 2 first sem exam and then now is holiday...

Holiday is damn boring :(

Very very bored + decadent ~

Sigh~

Some times really need someone who can lend me her shoulder~

I'm very tired of the journey of Lone Ranger ~

I just hope someone can talk to...

I just hope someone can accompany :)

Is that hard?

Hmmm....I just can say whatever will be will be :D

This is Life...

Feeling glad,
I'm lucky to have good teachers
no matter is in education or dance
because have their help.

They help me
make my path easier
make my path wonderful
make my path less block
achieve my dream path
thanks the opportunity,
thanks,god bless...

Nowadays,
I'm quite busy
totally didn't rest well
totally tired like hell
almost sick....

My schedule is damn full,
I have no time to relax
I'm so long didn't watch movie already
watch movie is my favourite :(

and no one can accompany me to watch movie
it's sad...when I wanted to watch
but I don't know want to find who...

I hope the person that
appear in my world
appear in my life
I'm tired...
I need you...
to lend me your shoulder or arm
I want to lye on you...

are you nearest with me?
are you far from me?
are you coming to me ?
are you side of me?
where are you?

I'm...lost...

Hmmm... May I have it ?

Since my blog become dusty already...
recently no time to touch...
busy on assignment...
busy on practice....
dancing...

but still got think about here...
because I have many memories in here...
I write what I feel at here...
I write what I like or dislike at here...
just for vent, and I will very comfortable after I write....

So busy...
and wanted someone can take care of me...
I scare sick...
need more concern...
to feel happiness...

I'm curios...
may I know your last name ?
hmmm....
may I have it?

Glad that have you all...

I glad to have this family

LnG dance club...

this place make me have

a lots of memories...

the thing that can't buy...

it's memories...

with you all...

I think I won't forgot everything in 

this dance club...

it's was very treasure...

Inside I have met a lots of friends...

we play together,

we dance together,

we eat together,

we strive together,

we bullshit together,

and we cry together...

inside have a lots of crazy,

mad and prevent people... hoho

(hope them won't see my blog )

Inside I have three granddaughter also,

they call me "Ah Gong"

they's very annoying,

always and always...

bully me~haha

but they's cute 

I like them so much...

they will accompany when I'm emo,

or I'm alone...

I think this is fate...

the fate bring me into this family,

give me happiness...

bring me to met them...

 let me have a lots of memories...

in my college life...

makes my life more meaningful :)

Thanks you all...

and love you all~

Lost something confidence...

Argh...
I hating myself...
hate my self can't doing well...
why...
sigh...

Even is my strong section...
I also can't done well...
what happen to me?
what I'm doing ?

Janez jiayou...
I believe I can do it,
do well...
trust yourself...
be confidence...

Six pack also can make it already...
why those thing you can't do it?
yes...
I can...
sure can...

Jiayou,don't give up...
use your perseverance...
and strive...
I believe in the short time...
you sure can do it...
10days left...
add oil :)
I will use my best status...
and performance the best show to all audience...

Fighting!!!
DOPE!!!