Lost something confidence...

Argh...
I hating myself...
hate my self can't doing well...
why...
sigh...

Even is my strong section...
I also can't done well...
what happen to me?
what I'm doing ?

Janez jiayou...
I believe I can do it,
do well...
trust yourself...
be confidence...

Six pack also can make it already...
why those thing you can't do it?
yes...
I can...
sure can...

Jiayou,don't give up...
use your perseverance...
and strive...
I believe in the short time...
you sure can do it...
10days left...
add oil :)
I will use my best status...
and performance the best show to all audience...

Fighting!!!
DOPE!!!

I need your love :'(

I take a deep breath every time I pass your door
I know you're there but I can't see you anymore
And that's the reason you're in the dark
I've been a stranger ever since we fell apart
And I feel so helplessly
Watch my eyes are filled with fear
Tell me do you feel the same
Hold me in your arms again
I need your love
I need your time

Now I'm dreaming, will ever find you now?
I walk in circles but I'll never figure out
What I mean to you, do I belong
I try to fight this but I know I'm not that strong

All the years
All the times
You have never been to blame
And now my eyes are open
And now my heart is closing
All the lies
All the waste...

Stay strong...

Recently,quite busy...
I'm busy for my study...
training and dancing...
I just left those thing...
if not I'm nothing...

everyday, I practice...
and practicing my self...
just because success...
it's my target...

something that I know...
if you have the way to walk,
but you didn't do or strive for...
it's just nothing....
just like a dust...

"practice make perfect"
I believe this word...
it's works for me...
I always tell myself...
practice practice practice...
get better and better...
don't give up :)

Every time I strive,and  I see back my effort...
that I only know,only myself know my effort...
what I strive for ?
where's my power?

The person who I like...
although she just like in my dream...
the dream that I can't realize...

Something that I know,
it's your then it will be yours...
it's not your,how you impose
at last also will gone...

I miss you...
but I have no reason to find you...
I'm also scare that you'll ignore me...
actually I know you're voiding me :(
sorry about that,I know I'm annoying...
I just need your sight...

It's me, a simple Janez

                                              The part of random moment in my dance...

Yea..I'm a person who love dancing...
especially is break dance...
only in bboying,
I can find myself.
when I'm bboying,
I can feel my expression
I can feel my world
if not ,
I'm don't know what kind of person are me...
I maybe is a hopeless person without hope...
when I dance...
I have hope
I have target
so ,I make an effort for my hope and my target...
I have the way
and I know how to walk it...
that's why I'm not easily giving up...

sometime,I'm alone
sometime,I'm talkless
sometime,I'm emo
It's just don't want to talk much...
and I like silence...
because I know something you talk much also useless...
if the person know, it should be know what kind of person is you
and I won't talk much just want to treat people happy...
and also I wouldn't like to "talk cock" or something rubbish...
sometime joke it's okay...
because I feel it's nonsense...

If you want to know me
If you want to know my world
just told me...
because I'm the person who won't like to talk much
and the person who very shy
actually it's very simple...
when you know me...

I'm not own-self...

Feeling incomplete...
I can't found out the answer...
need someone to help me complete...
my world...

our laughter is being freeze in the past...

sometime I also don't know...
my feeling...
what is my feeling...
which path is right...
which path is wrong...
I hope that I took the right one...

I wanted to give up...
and try again...
but...
I was tired...
I'm lazy already...
so now,stuck there...

In the half way...
Incomplete...

actually I should try others?
should not stuck there?
please give me the right path...

should I give up?
don't chase already?
find others?
try others?

I hate myself :(
like a robot in other side...
hate myself don't have the energy...
I really don't have power already...

Obsess ~

Hi,peace...
I'm tired...
tired to explain...
if you know me,
I don't need to explain much...
if you don't know me,
then just forget it...

I'm very like her...
but I helpless...
I don't how she feel...

when she ignore me,
my feeling is very shit...

yesterday my friend gift me a key chain,
that key chain write about "don't chase already".

Yea,that's right...
should I don't chase ?
I'm tired...
I'm really hate people ignore me...
every time like I'm invisible :'(
I'm because of you,
I be initiative...
just because I really like you...

but I even haven't start said want to chase her...
I wanted,but I didn't do :(
did I try first before give up ?
I don't afraid to fail,
I afraid I didn't try...
should I?

It's Fucking feeling...