moody :(

today mood not very well ~
dun knw why ~
and im feeling unwell~
because i think it's going sick ~
maybe something problem make me moody~
but not my problem~
but i think ppl misunderstanding me
watever i nevermind :D
because i dun wan ppl say my temper bad
forget it ~
make it peace :D

Cheer up for my self :D

Why :(

why~
我想要像我身边朋友有一样
有爸爸妈妈:D
得空可以陪孩子还可以一起去吃甜品
可以很好的相处
可以很亲切
可以像朋友一样的
我都羡慕我身边朋友
这样的悲伤
对我来说
是一种无法用言语表达的悲伤:D

i needs friends~
i needs lover~
need u all concern and accompany :(
don't leave me alone...
我喜欢安静
但也怕安静
喜欢与你们的欢乐
与你们的回忆是我最好的回忆
我想我真的怕安静
不想出去也硬硬要出去
但是没人可以陪我出去
想出去时
找不到朋友陪我:(
我想我真的怕安静....

我虽然有很多悲伤
但我还是不哭
虽然很想哭
但我会坚持
我想唱歌
我想喊
来发泄我的悲伤

thanks my friends and my lover whose always accompany me <3

Movie :D

Today finally i go watch pirate :D
i want to thanks my friends [Chang shun]
because only he accompany me see ~
is not touching :D ?haha
actually he is want with me watch X-men XD
then i say i maybe want watch pirate and X-men
then he said never mind i can accompany u see again :D
so we watch 2 movie ~
today was wednesday watch movie cheap :D
two movie only rm14 :D
hehe~and today go CS watch movie vry many ppl
buy ticket also want wait so long :S
and the seat damn full :S
but at last we still bought the ticket :D
i was happy about watching movie :D
because i like,i love watch movie <3
this june vry many movie to watch :S
let me list the movie name :D
kung fu panda 2,pirate 4
X-men :first class,dylan dog
super 8,hoodwinked
green lantern,tranformers 3
and cowboy aliens

many movie right ?
interesting ?
wan to watch it ?
then come find me
i will join with u together watch :D

i hope can watch with u all together my friends :D
thanks <3

okay~i gonna end of my blog today <3

Bored~~

last week busy ~
because competition~
about 1 week training~
3,4june it's competition~
it was fun :D
when competition i gain many memory with everyone~
together competition~
together play~
together cheer~
together dance~
together eat ~
together fun~
everything together ~
because we are one team one school:D
happy it's passed fast :(
when we still got this this chance ?
i think hard D:
anyways~i vry happy when we together crazy,mad XD
it's good memory for me ~

and now i having bored :S
i feel i have no friend again :S
want find a person accompany me see pirate also hard :(
sad....
everyone dun leave me alone ~

i need friends <3

and i need you my lover <3
even if i have a bad father
but i still have friends,lover,mother,brother,family:D

Who can be my real friends?

Who can be my real friends?
what is friends?
why i cant feel it :(
Sad....
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it's raining......
but im alone.....
anyone can bother with me :"(

Now feeling so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Iike a G6

anyone can come invite me join with u all ?
hey ~ i want join u all may i ?
hey being friends with me XD
high together ~

Everyday im shufflin ~
Shuffelin shuffelin~

Party rock is in the house tonight
Everybody just have a good time
And we gonna make you lose your mind
Everybody just have a good time

actually im still no friends :(

很累~

有时候我很累~

好累~好想睡觉~

想轻松~relaxing

想在一个安静的地方安静~

不要烦也不会累~

不会累也不会烦~

很累~很累~

也许我的生活~

就是这样的累累累~

我想需要宁静的沉睡~

I NEVER ADMIT U IN MY LIFE SUCKER !!! :D
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~PUI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

在我心里的悲伤

最都很烦~都不想想那么多~
被一些自己为是看不起我的朋友看不起
但现在已不是朋友了:D
这样的朋友我不稀罕
考试又到咯~唉呀..
我是一个成绩差的学生~
样样都差什么都差:D
别人总是看不起我们这些人~
我承认我们是差的学生~
但请你们尊重~
其实我也不是烦这个啦= =
这是想说这些人罢了！
我何必去在乎这些人：D
这些人都是自以为是的~
所以呢~我才懒得理你

最近都在为钱烦呢:S
我为什么会有这样的父亲？
为什么别人的父亲都那么好都那么亲切？
为什么别人的家庭那么温暖那么亲切？
我呢就好像自己一个人住这样~
吃自己打包什么都自己来~
做一个爸爸连基本的都不会打包给孩子吃
不会打包没关系也不会给钱打包
爽爽就打包爽爽没打包也不会说
每次等到迟迟都胃不好了咯
好像我的钱很多那样每次自己给
又赶我妈妈走啦！害我没得和妈妈一起住！
妈妈在一定不会这样让我们饿的！
很多问题的啦不是我要抱怨啊！
如果你们能体会这种感受吗？
做个爸爸做到这样o0o
为什么别人的爸爸就那么好？
和孩子好像朋友那样亲切？
只能怪我衰~不像别人
好吃好住~要什么有什么~
有时候都不说~和别人说别人只会说我你只会抱怨啦
你们不知道的背后有着怎样悲伤
一个热情的人里，
到底经历了多少次的心碎？
一个微笑的表情下，又有着多深的疤与伤？
一个伪装的坚强背后，
有着怎样的脆弱？
又有谁发现？
谁知道？
我都伪装着过日子。。。