Something Must Let you Know...

something I must let you know...
they said I like you...
that's real....
I really like you....
J....e...

in warp party
they just play me...
but them also know I like you...
that time I can't stop...
can't stop them to said about asther...
I'm helpless...
that not true...
really...

actually I'm angry is...
me like you....
and them already know...
still play play...
still yet others pull in...
sigh~i can't do anything...
so I just can quiet let them...
sorry...

that day I'm happy...
cause I have take photo with you...
and I'm very expect can take photo with you...
but...
I know the picture never upload...
sigh~

I really hope that I can make more memories with you...
can everytimes chat with you...
talk about my problem my life...
cause I wanted to share with you :(
I really hope can...

I'm a shy and passive person...
but I know I must be active...
because I really wanna strive for what I want...
I dont wan to lost...
if can...

I afraid you will feel I very annoying
so don't dare to keep find you...
actually I'm really wanted to find you...

sorry...maybe you don't know...
but now let you know okays ? :')

I like you...seriously
Miss.Joanne....


I can because of you wear specs...

Envy & Strive...

A shining light~
So bright lah ~
I'm envy...
envy around my friends~
them all already have their...
Mr.right or Miss.right ~_~

I'm very envy lah.....
feel like also want too xP
but it's can't impose
so just let nature take its course bah...
but if can,I wanna strive for...
strive for the one I like....
if never strive...
never know the answer...
better never try before...
got a word...

don't afraid to fail...
afraid you don't try...
think positive...

I think is time to find someone...
to talk about myself....
I need someone to give me advise...
and listen my story
understand me...
would you want to listen and talk to me?

Sometime I very scare I will disturb you..
or scare will make you feel annoying :(

I will never give up...
I just will strive for it....
even how hard....
even how tired....

I believe it will past...
and I believe I can do it :)
Jiayou Janez...
PEACE~

Pretend my emo

Sometime when I'm like lunatic
it's real happy or pretend sorrow
but I'm pretend sorrow
I also think my pretend was very well

but all of my friends ask me
today what happen to you?
because usually I'm very quiet
and won't talks so many
or do something funny~

I said I'm nothing :D
but actually I'm pretend something
because I don't want to make myself in sad place
so I pretend...like a mad man
make some funny for you all

I know I'm an Emo machine...
But I also don't want to be Emo machine
I envy you all...
I also wanna happy
I also wanna got someone to love :')

Actually I'm very miss someone...
So I pretend don't think...
I'm wanted to SMS she
or find she talks to she
but I'm afraid she will dislike
and also scare I disturb she...

So I don't dare to find she...
I wanted to find...
I wanted to brave...

It because of you...
I do...
I can brave for you
Can I? Ms.J

Cheer up... :)

                                 I hope that I can make more memories with you ~
                                    I will always by your side and accompany you ~

                                     I would like to be your Mr. Right :')

I was always a person in the exercise a person..

I do not waiting someone

                                           I waiting for nothing

...

Although not everything can get it

but I wont impose

but I will strive for what I want

Especially is you...

I'm walk for a long way

look for someone

and no one was attract me

till that day I met you

...

Since everyone have toward their dream go on

I like still at the same place

I should do something

It's time to move forward already

Janez...

Emo and Emo...

Right,my friend said...
if you emo only think about me
then when you stop emo
will better and nothing...
well, you still have your boyfriend what...
you don't need me lah~

if you were really love me
that time you should know...
know I'm what kind of person...
then wont leave me...
that you know how I beg you
and how I cry infront you
all the way I try...
and you just reject~
you know that feel of me?
well anywhere,it's past already...
now I'm fine...and thanks you

for me now....
I'm afraid...
I think she know already...
sorry...
just let nature take its course...
I wont impose...
bad feeling...
feeling worse...
I dont want like that one...
just blogging..
just write what I feel :(
I just write for abreact~
I want to feel better....
dont mind okays?

Something I don't dare to tell you...

I'm the person who always lack of self confident
and always put myself into emo place....

I tried to be better and perfect....
but nothing was worth it...
and none one was perfect...

I have afraid and afraid...
I have lost my confidence
confidence where you?
please don't leave me...
I need you....

I'm scare I'm not suitable you...
I'm scare I'm not your taste...
I really hope that I can have a chance...
because you are the one
who make me escape my past...
and you are the one who make me
want to take care of you...
I really like you...

I'm afraid no chance for me
may I be your mr.right? /_\
you're my miss.right ~
thanks god to let me meet you...
when the day I see you...
I already have attracted by you...
for me,you too have attractive =x

that time I told myself
if I got chance I want to talk to you
and I wanted to chase you /-\ if can...
but I don't think so...
until I add your FB then I still dont dare
to chat with you~but that day I really can't control myself
I saw you online then I take my brave come out to chat with you xD
until now...I always keep think about of you and wanted always can chat with you
but I dont know how is your feel....or how do you feel about me?
I'm really afraid....
and do you have favorite people?
I dont dare to ask you...
I afraid to know the answer...
I dont dare to think more and more...
I just pretend...

May I have the chance ?
can I be your Mr.right?
Miss.right~
I'm really fall in love to you...

Can I?

what happen to me ?
why I keep expect something?
I'm keep checking my phone notification...
hmmm...why?
it's be cause see got your notification or not... /_\
actually I'm miss you so bad :(

yesterday I'm very happy~
although I'm shy and afraid to meet you~
but actually I'm very expect and want to meet with you xD
me and you memories have increase....
thanks you~so long never have people chit chat with me already
if can I hope every time can lunch with you and chit chat with you
share about our thing like that...
if you want just call me ~I always be with you :x
actually I wanted to have someone can talk with me by using english
because I would like to learn and improve my english

thanks god let me have the chance meet you...
I dont expect what~
but I just hope can like this ~
eating with you
chatting with you
or other else...
already enough~
then I already very happy enough ~

一个人~

今天一个人背包旅行了半天~
也是为了R16而去的~
虽然一个人很寂寞~
但是也不错啦>< (安慰自己)

去了R16~
有好多的BBOY
我想给我一年时间
明年我一定参加

在那里你会看到真正BBOY BGIRL的文化
以BATTLE的方式这才是所谓的BREAKING
在那里我也看见最值得RESPECT的是
有一位有小儿麻痹的BBOY
他的双脚没办法站起来
但是他没放弃的兴趣就是BBOY
我觉得是最值得我们RESPECT的
PEACE~ LOVE~ RESPECT

好开心~因为我敢和她聊天了！！
哈哈哈哈~我看我是傻了@@
一个天一个地 她在那 我在这
难道真的是一见钟情？
发梦啊~真的是 （就让我发吧XD）
不过我就是喜欢这样类型！！
哈哈哈~不管啦 发桥啦

会的...

有时候做朋友总好过连朋友都没得做

虽然有时很想要

但有些东西不是你想要就要

强求不来....

虽然说顺其自然

但是顺其自然没那么容易

如果不主动也是 改变不了的

顺其自然其实就是 

安慰自己的理由吧....

有些东西有些人

就算你真的很喜欢

但是只能喜欢只能欣赏

而且我也比较被动吧

没什么习惯主动

所以只能默默的喜欢欣赏就好

也许这样也满足够了

I tried to be my best~

也许我没资格

也许我没样子

也许我没那么好

总有一天我一定会踏出这一步

我会勇敢起来的 主动

我会为 “你” 站起来

所谓的你就是

我的下一个“你”

我也不知道是谁 :)

我没胆但我想...Say

假如网络聊天的对象只是一个软件，那么假装或许碰巧不知者是否更幸福?《眼泪》