Pretend my emo

Sometime when I'm like lunatic
it's real happy or pretend sorrow
but I'm pretend sorrow
I also think my pretend was very well

but all of my friends ask me
today what happen to you?
because usually I'm very quiet
and won't talks so many
or do something funny~

I said I'm nothing :D
but actually I'm pretend something
because I don't want to make myself in sad place
so I pretend...like a mad man
make some funny for you all

I know I'm an Emo machine...
But I also don't want to be Emo machine
I envy you all...
I also wanna happy
I also wanna got someone to love :')

Actually I'm very miss someone...
So I pretend don't think...
I'm wanted to SMS she
or find she talks to she
but I'm afraid she will dislike
and also scare I disturb she...

So I don't dare to find she...
I wanted to find...
I wanted to brave...

It because of you...
I do...
I can brave for you
Can I? Ms.J